There is madness in love, sometimes.

                                                                   

Love notes out of the blue.

There is madness in love.   Sometimes you would rather be alone in silence than to be with someone who makes you feel alone and lonely.

You love,  but you force yourself to stop showing your innermost feelings of love and affection.  You choose to keep it by yourself for fear of rejection or only ignored.

I wrote what I felt and you said “you are with me”. I replied,  but sometimes I don't feel it,  I felt ignored so I need to write what I felt.  It needs an outlet or otherwise I might go crazy.

You never feel that I love you?

I feel it but your presence  is nowhere.  I felt am left alone. 

I never let you go.  Sometimes  I’m  absent  but it does not mean that I don’t love you.

Yes I know.

                                                                 

There is love even in silence.

 Love is a love,  a kind of love and can’t be defined,  it can only be felt by you.

There comes a time in your life that you don’t care what is going on anymore.  You don’t care if you love or being loved.  You don’t care if one is around for you or one is simply at a distance watching over you or maybe,  stalking over you.   You don’t care anymore because you don’t have the tears  to cry out loud after a long silence with no goodbye.

Better remain in silence because you realize that it is just a waste of time and moment,  loving someone who doesn’t even care for you.   Yes,  love is there,  let it be,  it won’t leave or go,  but you choose not to show it anymore.   You never stop loving but you just stop showing it,  if it does not  matter anymore for the other being.

This is very painful for you … to stop showing it as if you don’t really care but deep inside your being,  you needed that someone in your life.  Deep inside the innermost chamber of your heart,  it is beating for only one,  yet never been reciprocated.  Painful as it is,  but you opted to keep quite and be still for awhile and let the course of the day move on without the love of your life.

Don’t spend the rest of your life wondering if someone cares,  if someone loves you or if someone misses you.   Never spend the rest of your moment  seeking for love and affection,  because if it is meant to be,  it will be yours no matter what you do or say.   It meant for each other love will always find its way into each other’s heart,  a place called home.  Just take your moment because true love will find its way to your heart,  in real time.

Good bye this is where our story ends.  Never lovers,  not even friends.

                                                            

Let go of your emotions,  it is a sign of strength.

Prove your self-worth,  your value by just being you.  No need to shout to the world and show off the places you visited,  foods,  accessories,  bags,  shoes, friends and acquintances because it makes you look like a social climber,  whatever.  It makes you look like you are showing off your security blanket,  it won’t help you in anyway.   Close friends knows who you are,  and that is what matters most.  Just be like the lighthouse,  it does not ring its bells,  it just shine for others to see the light.

Easy to love,  difficult to forget.   That is what you are.

                                                      

                                                         Mhargz GV