Easier said than done.
There is always that time of the year when you think and feel
the whole world is against you. You
think that everything is topsy turvy or upside down. That everything is blown out of
proportion. No matter how you try your
best to remain positive, it is there and
gives you problems and heartaches beyond
your control. Problems that affects your
whole being, state of mind and
challenges your strength to carry on.
Belittles your feelings and emotions and makes you feel empty, incomplete,
unwanted or unappreciated. The
feeling of being dumped upon and just left in a corner without taking into
consideration your emotions. Feelings
are everywhere yet taken for granted,
ignored and left you out of nowhere, alone and lonely.
Sometimes you feel used and abused by people closer to you. You give your time, precious moment, undivided attention. You give your best self out of love and
affection, you give your all just to
prove how much you care and love. You
give your trust and commitment only to find out you were never part of their lives. So painful and makes you suffer and cry in silence, like you never cried before. That feeling of emptiness and why the time of
the year. Why it happens during a
certain month? It becomes a pattern, a
way of life, a deja vu over and over again.
In a relationship, few
months you feel the tons of love and care, of being wanted, needed and longed for. While still on the process of enjoying the moment, thinking how blessed and lucky you are, thinking that finally someone makes your life magical, all of a sudden it disappears slowly and
gently like a wind. Slowly a realization
came with a rush, a bad dream, a dream now a reality.
The passion, the time, the presence slowly changes along with the
seconds, minutes, hours and days. All of a sudden you realize you were all
alone in an empty chair of withered roses.
Roses were gone and you only felt the thorns that hurts so much of you. Thorns that slowly pricked your heart, mind and soul.
Suddenly you realize people around are never meant to stay
forever. They came with a purpose, a reason and a lesson for a lifetime. It depends upon your heart who could stay in
your life. It depends now on you yet they opted to go, not even a sweet
goodbye. Just the lingering sound of
silence, a deafening silence.
Learn to let go of things and people, let them move on without you, let them be what they want to be. We have to admit that we desire for their own
happiness even if it meant we are not included anymore or will never be a part
of their happiness.
Love and life is a journey and a relationship. What counts most is the journey not the destination. To enjoy fully the present moment, here and now.
Accept and embrace it, whether it
gives pain or joy, love or hate, tear or laughter. Life is what we make it, life is what we create and if those people you love choose to leave,
let it be, let it flow like river
Nile, because no matter what you say or
do, if they really want to go, we could
never stop them anymore. No matter how we
beg them to stay, it’s their choice and
decision. It would be an exercise in
futility if we hold on and cling to
them. You only end up hurt and
frustrated.
Learn to let go of your feelings and emotions. Learn to let go of people and things. Embrace reality and individuality because
life is just an empty dream, empty
without people we want to share or care. Let go of them, the sooner the better to avoid the agony of
letting go.
Let go!
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