The missing syndrome haunts badly

                                                             

The Missing Syndrome

Missing someone is part of loving.  Sometimes we stifle our feelings and just crawl at the corner and cry all alone.  We miss someone to the maximum level yet we think and feel,  our missing is just being taken for granted and not properly addressed by person we love.  It huts,  it makes us cry,  and most of we experience the pain in silence and in darkness.  Need some place to hide or hybernate.

If you miss someone,  by all means,  express it fully.  Let the person you miss know your innermost feelings.  The person deserves to know what you feel and how you feel.  Who knows the feelings is mutual and the other person will find ways and means to communicate,  to talk or simple keep in touch by hook or by crook.  So express what you feel,  share it with someone you love,  and both work together to address the issue.  There is a short messaging system (SMS) or just dial to connect,  knock on the door,  or tap the window pane,  or send an email or whatever to keep in touch.  The best solution is simply call the person,  if you miss,  then call.

                                                                    

Sharing some of the sentiments of lovers:

You said you love me. You said you miss me. You said I am your world, but you don't show it. This missing syndrome is haunting me.

Sleepless nights just thinking of you. Wondering where you are!

I need you my love, more than you ever know. You might not be here, but I feel your touch, see your smile, hear the beatings of your heart.

I was born to find you and love only you. I wonder what you are doing now,  I wonder where you are?   I miss you my love, so deeply.

I wonder why you are silent these days.   Makes me wonder if you miss me,  the way  I do.  I need you more than ever but where are you?

That moment when I asked you,  “why do you miss me?”  You just smiled and said,  “because I love you.”   I love you in style,  you are my rainbow,  my moonlight.

A real friend never buy  love,  friendship or company.  Never ask for a compromise of your precious time or moment.  Never to appear In pity or loneliness just to gain attention.  A true friend just maintain a comfortable distance because friends will always be there in real time.  Never promise if you can’t deliver it  nor ask a promise or favor for something else.  Give some space,  never demand for your space.

Never ever beg for companionship from friends just because you are alone.  Friends knows the perfect time to keep in touch because for all you know , they are just around the corner keeping an eye on your welfare.

Music to my ears every time you say you love me. Show that you  love me,  show that you care forever more.   Honestly,  I care for only you.

Every time I feel lonely,  wish you were here. You can run away from me,  but not from my love. 

Sometimes there is madness in love.  Sometimes love drives you crazy when you miss your love.  But missing you is part of loving you.   “Call me,  maybe it’s late but just call me.”

Just thinking of you makes me quiver.   You’ve got style  you’ve got passion that is why I love you. You said you love me.   You said you miss me.   You said you can’t live without me.  But why oh why,   I still miss you,  missing you as deep as the ocean.  My love,  I prayed towards heaven for your well-being and safety because I need you more than ever.   I want you safe for me,  because I am yours and you are mine.  Kisses!

Sometimes silence is really the best answer.

                                                      

                                                    Mhargz GV       

An expression of LOVE

                                                                        

An expression of love

Love can’t be define,  it can only be felt.  We give meaning to it.

There are times in our lives that we fall in love.  It is but proper to let go of our feelings,  share it to unload and simply let go,  let it flow like a river and merge towards the ocean.  Just feel the moment and whatever hurt,  pain, sadness or loneliness that we feel,  just write it on paper and you will feel better.

                                                            

Unbearable moments of love

I think of you my love

I think of you everyday

These eyes full of tears

Because you have forsaken your promises.

It could have been better if I never loved you

My heart was full of fun and never been lonely

Especially if I was alone in lonesome nights

My eyes cried with tears my love.

You said you love me,  need me and want me.

You said you care and long for my kisses.

You said I am your world,   life,   heartbeat and destiny

You said you will never, ever and a thousands of never let go of my hands.

But where are you my love?

Promises,  promises and more promises.

Excuses or alibis and  reasons beyond imagination.

You left me all alone a broken hearted.

Separation is unbearable.

Distance is unimaginable.

Time,  space  and distance grow deeper and wider.

Love,  darling,  honey,  sweetheart and heartbeat now lost its  meaning.

Until we meet again love, 

In another world

In another form or style

But love never leaves,  it comes back in another form.

                                                         

                                                   Mhargz GV       

Never and a thousands of NEVER beg for love.

NEVER beg for love

Love is free for all.   Love is divine.  Love is a miracle and a gift.  It is endless,  on the air,  it is everywhere in different forms,  different styles and approaches.

Love is freely given and shared. Love is not love until you give it away. Never humiliate yourself to buy or beg for love because it is always there,  for you,   others and everyone.  If one loves you, it is yours with passion.

Never allow your love to beg for love or reciprocate the feeling.  Never beg for affection, care, time, moment,  space and everything.   One will go out of the way to reach out,   talk,  touch,  whisper or just sit side by side, hold hands,  eye to eye, find ways or means to communicate the feelings and emotions.  One finds time to verbalize the feelings,  to bridge and defy time, space and distance.
                                                       

If you love,  then love.  Never expect anything in return.  Be happy loving someone,  love once and for all.  You can love in secret,  in distance,  in your dream or in your imagination.   Nothing wrong with love and care for someone.   As long as you never violate or intrude someone else’s feeling,  then go ahead,  make your day,  love and love and love to the highest level.  Love yourself for loving someone.  If someone is happy then be happy,    even if the other person is happy without you.  Acceptance is the key to love.

Never stoop to the level of beggars or takers or users to gain time of someone.  Never allow the person you love and loves you to beg,  do your thing,  give love and time with no expectations.  No feeling for a reward, simply love,  give it without mental reservation.  Love is a flow of heart.  If the person you love also loves you,  then consider it a bonus.

Never allow someone to beg for your time and love, give it!!

You will never go wrong with the pearl of truth.  Just be honest with your love and yourself.

Absence makes one realize the other person’s  worth,   value,  and  love.

There is no limit when it comes to love.  Love is boundless.

You will never have to force anything that’s truly meant to be.

A buzzing heart letting go.
                                                

 

    Mhargz GV       

The art of loving from a distance

                                          

There is love,  freedom in aloneness

Heart of a poet.

He came out of nowhere just like a butterfly that suddenly alighted on a purple flower,  a beautiful butterfly in pink armed  with beautiful words and meanings.  Those words that tickles the imagination,  puts smile in every face,  touches the ego,  transforms your being.  Those words from his lips,  fingers and from his heart.  Words that slumber and suddenly awaken the  universe.  Words that became his world.  A butterfly in pink,  alighted on green leaves and never stops from loving the world of fashion.  The garden of women and fashion means his world,  dream and ambition.

I saw you in your struggle for self at a very young age.  Those moments in the streets trying to survive.  I heard your sighs,  saw your tears  and felt your agony.  I felt your hunger almost for everything and fears of the unknown.  Your fear of those moments of aloneness,  away from your family and friends. Your fear of the future coupled with traumatic experience and never in your wildest dream of going back.  It was a point of no return because of the hurt, pain, fear, agony and hunger.  But your armor of hope and strength of survival of the fittest made you a man of fashion,  who you are,  what you are and with whom you are today.  You did it with passion, vision, goals and ambitions. You did it with love.  I knew it because I was there with you all along your journey in life.  I felt the pain, everything you went through because your world was my world.  Your experience was my experience and your joy was my joy.  You survived the test of time as I survived it with you. 

You are now in deep silence of being.  You are now far yet so near. Your deafening silence embraces my being, strangles my moment and triggers my agony of waiting.  I said it was an agony of waiting but you called it a phenomena,  a joy,  a happiness,  a kind of feeling if you wait for your beloved, your heart,  and  your being of togetherness.
                                             

The joy of loving from a different world,   feelings that you never felt before,  the agony of waiting  or waiting syndrome or a phenomena.  Whatever you call it,  whatever you think of it,  whatever you see of it through your lenses, it is one of a kind,  beyond compare,  beyond imagination,  beyond time,  space and distance.  I see it in my new eyes,  my colored glasses,   my new world,   my magical world of wonders.  I see it in my imagination because it is powerful and full of energy.

Silence is the language of my heart,  mind and soul.  Silence is the ultimate  language of love.  Love is silence,  a total madness of silence.  Silence is our world and moment of togetherness.  You are my silent love.

A buzzing heart loving from a distance.
                                                                    

  Mhargz GV       

The slave of LOVE

                                                     

Slave of love

I worship you more than you think  I only love you.  

You are the tears I will never give up.

You said hello,  I said hi

You said how are you?,  I replied am fine.

You said nice to see you,  I replied the feeling is mutual.

You said I like you,  I replied same here.

Moments went by,  you said I love you

I was silent,  I never replied.

Again you said I love you,  I replied thanks for loving me.

Another days went by,  day in and day out

Night or day,  you said I love you.

But I just smiled and said thanks for the love.

We talked,  we laughed,  we smiled and simply interacted,  just talked for awhile

A talk that went on and on and on.

We learned to know each other, discovered each other’s needs and wants,  explored on feelings and emotions,  until one day  we both wake up,  already falling in love with each other. 

                                                             

Love is a like a butterfly,  it just appeared out of nowhere.

It just grabbed your heart,  your attention,  imprisoned your soul and being, until you realize, there is no point of return.

You fall in love,  again and again,  in different forms. 

Love is on the air,  love is everywhere,  love comes unexpectedly.

Love is the lovely oasis in the desert of our lives.

Embrace the love in you and remember,  you are not the lover but love itself.

Love and let love.  Love begets love.

Shout it loud and clear.  Go to the valley and shout once more I LOVE YOU,  and surely you will hear it back … I LOVE YOU,  I LOVE YOU,  I LOVE YOU, LOVE YOU, LOVE YOU, YOU YOU YOU YOU YOU YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!

                                                      

                                                            Mhargz GV