Love is for real

Love sometimes entails some sacrifices. Waking up at the wee hours of the morning, hoping against hope to find someone out there, someone to talk to, someone to listen to what I say, someone to kiss me, someone to hug me and whisper sweet nothings,  someone to be just with me, no matter what, no matter where and no matter when.

But those are just hopes, dreams, aspirations and heart's desire. Sometimes, we really have to keep in touch with reality, that time and space are beyond our control. Distance can be ignored because it is only in our mind,  but being with someone you love, all by your own ... is just a dream.

Yes, there is pain and joy in loving someone,  the pain of separation and the joy of loving.  Love and joy will prevail over pains and hurts, IF it is a one true and everlasting love.

 

Mhargz GV

Time, space and distance are not mine.

                                                           

I have searched for love,  here,  there and everywhere.

Searched for someone in every nook and in every corner of my life. 

Until one day I just gave up because I became hopeless and in total despair.

All my efforts were an exercise in futility.

When all of a sudden,  I just woke up already falling in love with you.

A love beyond measure,  beyond compare.

A love that was real and so full of joy and happiness.

Except that in between my love are time,  space and distance. 

Yes, love is a journey and it is  real and not for fun.

Love is not a waste of time or effort and I choose to travel with you.

There is pain of separation because of distance and space

but I can bear the  PAIN in exchange for  LOVE … because loving YOU is my ultimate joy. 

I have searched for love,  here,  there and everywhere.

Searched for someone in every nook and in every corner of my life. 

Until one day I just gave up because I became hopeless and in total despair.

All my efforts were an exercise in futility.

When all of a sudden,  I just woke up already falling in love with you.

A love beyond measure,  beyond compare.

A love that was real and so full of joy and happiness.

Except that in between my love are time,  space and distance. 

Yes, love is a journey and it is  real and not for fun.

Love is not a waste of time or effort and I choose to travel with you.

There is pain of separation because of distance and space

but I can bear the  PAIN in exchange for  LOVE … because loving YOU is my ultimate joy.  

Mhargz GV

Only a dream

ONLY A DREAM

 I dreamed of a special someone to love me no matter

who am I, no matter what I do,  no matter where I am,  no matter what

my situation or circumstance is,  no matter if I am young or old. 

No matter of space, time and distance.

A dream of  being loved just the way I am,  just being me,

just being myself,  just because I am me. 

Until one day I found my dream,  the much awaited dream, 

my heart desire and my passion.  Yes, I found the man I love,

the man of my dream, the man of my life and maybe my soulmate.

I smiled in silence, I smiled even when I was alone,

I was happy that at long last  my prince charming came along

only to find out, he was in  a relationship with another.

Love hurts but it makes one happy.   

 Mhargz GV

A message that touches my heart

                                                                              

Sometimes I think that someone I used to love just faded away without saying goodbye. I think of those moments we were together. Sweet moments of hi and hello, goodbye and see you later or just saying I love you with every beat of my heart. Be right back.

 All of a sudden there was silence, a deafening silence. I wonder what happen or where did I go wrong? Why is this happening to me? Why am I being ignored? Why am I being taken for granted? Do I deserve this kind of treatment after all those love and care that I have given or shared. Those happy moments of togetherness were just dumped into trash? into nothingness? Was it a waste of time loving? Was it for fun and not for real? All those negative feelings haunting me, day in and day out.

There was pain and there is still the pain of separation. But pain is optional and it requires my approval. I need to move on but there was no sense of closure! I respect the relationship, the love that we shared and it is not easy to move on and on and say goodbye.

Sleepless nights, yes! Until one day I received a message of a simple hi and hello, how are you? Oh, music to my ears, at least I know you are still alive and kicking. The love might no longer exist or I don't know but at least, a warm gesture of just saying hello, spelled the difference in my heart and my spirit.

It is not easy to miss someone. It is not easy to experience and go through this missing syndrome, but missing is always a part of loving. Loving someone entails some pain of loneliness, separation for a moment, but I believe that if love is really there, love will find its way to each other's heart. Not now maybe, but someday, in real time. As long as you dream, as long as you believe then there will always be hope for the best. There will always be miracle or magic that will transform this being into the planet of love, a paradise of love with someone in my heart to cherish, now and forever.

 Love is all I care for as of the moment. From my heart to your heart, 

 Mhargz GV

Am out of your life.

                                                                              

Why can't you just tell me gently if I am out of your life?   Not keeping in touch with me, not giving me a little of your time is a tacit way of saying I am out of the picture.  But who cares?  You never loved me at all.  I know it from the very start.   So never worry about me,  I can move on with my life without you.   I started without you and I can end up without you.   Take care of you but I will never stop loving you.



Heart to heart,


Mhargz